11 hakuosumaa

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  Wondering

  It was quite distressing atmosphere in today's therapy, there were so many quiet moments. Then after one long silence R asked me, what was I thinking. I almost panicked, what indeed? Was I thinking so...

  28.09.2009 | Kommentteja 45 | Princess Nuu

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  Yaaay! (AKA Cheerful Quick Update)

  Yippee, my back feels soo much better. Whatever it was, but now it seems to be over. Didn't have to go to the doctor, phew (what do you mean I have doctor phobia?). Today it's time for some entertainm...

  25.09.2009 | Kommentteja 37 | Princess Nuu

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  Nausea

  The topic tells what's the atmosphere this mornig. Poor night's sleep, nightmares, back pains and too much coffee are the subjects of moaning today. I don't like complaining, but right now I find noth...

  24.09.2009 | Kommentteja 41 | Princess Nuu

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  Tail is growing..

  Oh darn, my lower back is still aching. Every little movement hurts. I suppose I have to go and see doctor later this week, if this doesn't get better. My mom is pressuring me to that, but I am not so...

  23.09.2009 | Kommentteja 43 | Princess Nuu

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  Back pains

  My lower back is aching. Hard. Moving is painful, bending down especially. I can hardly sit. This started yesterday, I thought this would get better during the night and at the morning it seemed sligh...

  22.09.2009 | Kommentteja 27 | Princess Nuu

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  Thursday

  Yesterday I went to see R again. At first I mentioned that it gets me nervous and distressed, when I have to "invent" the subject to talk about. R said it's good, that I told it to her and then she sp...

  17.09.2009 | Kommentteja 7 | Princess Nuu

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  The first meeting

  Today I met my psycho therapist, R, for the first time. I went there over half an hour ahead of time and sat in a tiny, claustrophobic waiting room. At twelve o´clock R invited me in. At first I panic...

  14.09.2009 | Kommentteja 2 | Princess Nuu

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  Weekend

  Weekend went over quickly. Just moment ago we were in Friday and now it's Sunday again. At Friday we went to movie theatre to see "Inglourious Basterds", it was quite interesting and different. Brad P...

  13.09.2009 | Kommentteja 24 | Princess Nuu

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  090909

  What a great date, I like it. Yesterday was the last visit in the polyclinic with my former nurses. We worked together over 3 years, so it feels a little weird now when it's over. After all, it was th...

  09.09.2009 | Kommentteja 6 | Princess Nuu

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  Weight things

  I began to ponder weight and appearance things. I often read some slimming blogs here in Vuodatus, sometimes it's about really overweight people struggling against the pounds and sometimes about peopl...

  07.09.2009 | Kommentteja 3 | Princess Nuu

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  Morning without hangover

  What a Friday. There was some "small" drunkenness. I drunk a lot and then ended up sleeping in my friend boys' apartment after the bar. Memories are missing from the end of the night, I don't even rem...

  06.09.2009 | Kommentteja 5 | Princess Nuu

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