Yesterday I spend evening with few beer, I relaxed, listened to music and bathed in a sauna. A nice way to spend Friday-night, I wasn't eager to go out and now I don't have hangover. You don't always need to go to bar etc. to have fun time.

I'm a little worried about my friend, which I haven't heard anything of in few days. She promised to contact me at Thursday, but nothing happened and then she didn't even answered the phone. I hope everything's ok with her, I must try to call to her or something. It's not usual for her vanish like that.

Now I continue my morning, with a cup of coffee and music. Happy weekend to all!

That's what the good mornings are made of. <3

But now I 'm just puzzled, is that right now even psycho therapy, cause I haven't heard anything from the Social Insurance Institution and I haven't made any applications etc. So what on earth?  It has been about p s y c h o t h e r a p y from the very beginning and that's what I want, but now it seems like this is some kind of "normal" therapy. R is a trained psychologist, I know that, but that's almost all I know about her. And I don't have enough courage to ask it from herself. I must hope that the next doctor visit in mid-October brings some clarity to this situation. At the same visit I have to ask about my rehabilitation support (or what it is in english, the money that I get when beeing in sick leave). Will the same support continue after October of where do I get some money (..go to work, hippie..). Hopefully doctor knows what she is doing and I don't have to wait for the money too long.

Ps. Pheww.. this was one hell of a text to translate.. Don't know why, it just felt difficult.

On Friday I met with my friend, got drinks from the shop and headed to the friend's apartment. Then there we started to drink and gang suddenly increased. Later we moved to the bar, visited a club called 96 and slipped with Päivi inside Onnela for free (we cheated a little, just flashed old tickets).

Around 4 am I was at home in my own bed, though friend tried hard to get me to the "afterparty". I was already so tired enough that I didn't feel like going elsewhere than home, and certainly didn't feel like sleeping in a strange place.

I remember the whole evening, so my drinking was very controlled. Go, me. And there was no major mishaps, I'm happy. Money was spent perhaps a bit above expectations but there's always more to come.

Here are some pictures from a social evening over a month ago, so these are not from the last Friday:

Today it's time for some entertainment and drinking, with Päivi-girlie. I look forward to in what evening brings! At least we are going to bar and and.. going to have lots of fun!

To this joyful atmosphere it's good to end this short and quick update and wish everyone a fun weekend!

My back is perhaps in a little bit better condition, than yesterday. At least sitting doesn't cause so much pain and there is no sudden peaks of pain. I'll see what the day brings, but at this moment it seems that I don't have to go to see doctor.

Sick nightmares were my avec last night. I don't really want to tell about them, they were so hardcore that just remembering them makes me feel sick. I don't understand, why I see such a bad dreams. Of course I watch horror movies etc. now and then, but I don't believe the movies are the source of dreams. The books I read are very peaceful nowadays, so the nightmares doesn't come from the books either. But I guess there is something in my subconscious that bursts out in the form of dreams.

I have to get some sense to this coffee drinking. I calculated that I drank 1.6 liter of coffee this morning. That's way too much, no wonder then that I feel nausea. I don't understand why I drink so much coffee, even though I know the consequences. I think I drink because then I don't feel hunger for awhile and of course coffee is a nice part of my mornings. Well, I would drink tea if I just own an electric kettle! I don't like boiling water separately in a pot. Ooh, vanilla tea. <3 Nom nom.

Here is a few cute (or do you disagree?) picture of Mort.

Here is a real Mort:

What an adorable animal.